...It doesn't seem fair that you should be left on your own just because I'm not--

[He stopped himself before saying 'not the right Waver Velvet'. What was wrong with him suddenly? Why was this such a big deal to him--maybe Waver really was just a bleeding heart under all that sarcasm and irritation.]

Look, I really don't like thinking of Servants as just that. Even if you tell me to, I can't just ignore you on reasoning like that.